Anger etc, will cause the failure of yet another year's resolution, but unfortunately it's one of the only constants in my life. I think over the past 2 years, I've realized that perhaps my pet peeve #1, is the creation of unnecessary drama, for one, think Afie, and how that turned out. I don't see the justification behind playing a prank (of all good intention to create humour) that you knew would anger a friend. I don't like jokes and I don't take them well, but anyway thanks for the chance at public humiliation. & enough of that moral superiority, who's the one with a table laden with things. You know, I don't know how much truth there is in my next accusation, but for someone who managed to buy a keyboard protecter that has the same positional dis-colouration as my keyboard, you sure are so much a greater saint than I am. I can't take lack of sensitivity in a friend, especially someone I once considered my best friend, it's human nature to just expect more. If you really feel you don't need me anymore, well I'm used to it as well. You'd rather have conversations with people you just came to know than reply me with the minimal respect and dignity everyone expects out of human interaction. Oh no, silly me, it's a universally understood fact that its 'not about the time'. I forgot when but it's a known fact that our communication have been reduced to a state of absurdity, where we no longer listen to each other. You're tired but yea so am I. Besides acknowledging my exhaustion I must add that I'm also over-sensitive, over-reacting, over-dramatizing the situation (the irony), and also not being understanding. Yea use all of this against me, it'd be really funny. By the way, I'm sorry too, I'm sorry I got annoyed, I'm sorry your joke didn't turn out to be as funny as it was supposed to be, I'm sorry God didn't make me more understanding, I'm sorry that my ability to laugh things off/forgive& forget is retarded and I'm sorry that I'm not some guy with a dick, or some girl with dyed hair that's worth your time, even when you're tired.

Jocelyn
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